Tuesday, December 8, 2015

What to do on Bedrest?!



Well I haven't paid much attention to this little blog of mine, but it's time I start! ;) I'm almost 19 weeks pregnant and am now on bed rest due to torn placenta / placenta previa issues. We are praying that all heals and everything will turn out just fine! BUT being on bed rest is no joke! I have only been on it for about 3 weeks and find out this week if I am able to come off of it, so by NO MEANS do I think I have it "so bad" ... I know of a very sweet best friend of mine that was on it for much longer than I! ... She actually has helped me so much during this time and I thank you for that sweet friend ;)

Anyways, the first few days I faired okay just by watching tv (Bravo & HGTV constantly), but that quickly got old. I think I have officially watched every episode of "Fixer Upper" at least 3 times (and I'm not complaining. I just love that adorable couple!). SO, here is what I have been up to and maybe it can help a few other ladies out there going through bed rest as well! **Please keep in mind, that my bed rest is not "complete" bed rest. I am able to get up and go the restroom or get something to eat. So if you're on complete and total bed rest then please ask for help!!!**

1. Read! And read something out of your comfort zone! I don't get much time to read since I have a toddler (that kid ain't gonna let me read!), but I do love to when I can! I got onto Pinterest and looked up stuff like "top books of 2015", "Top Books", "Mystery Books", etc. I decided to get into a good mystery book hoping that I wouldn't get bored and want to put it down. I have a couple that I've ordered, but I'm reading "In the Woods" by Tana French. IT'S GOOD!
2. YouTube! Yes, good ol' YouTube. I find that makeup tutorials are SO interesting and SO fun to watch. That might just be me ;) Lauren Curtis has some of the best ones! So does MakeupByAlli. Hair tutorials are also super fun to watch and help pass the time!
3. Manicures! You won't have to worry about messing up those newly painted claws since you can't do much ;) But seriously, I have been painting my nails like crazy! It's fun, it works
4. Work! I own an online boutique, so I'm able to spend my time working on marketing stuff on social media, my blog for that site, and shopping for items for my store. But if you don't have something like that, just work on whatever else you think might be entertaining...create a menu list with recipes and stuff saved from Pinterest...If you're anything like me you CANT WAIT to get back in the kitchen! Maybe work on updating addresses of friends and family. Get online and make a photo album with pictures you have saved...there are lots of sites that can send them to you after you create it! Just google 'online photo album'.
5. Shop! Yes Amazon has become my best friend lately. It's nearing Christmas so gift shopping has become fun. Book shopping is fun as well through Amazon. Having goodies being delivered to you is always fun ;)
6. Color! My step-mom-in-law sent me an adult coloring book with some coloring pencils and I love it! It really helps to pass the time and takes your mind off things.  Purchased from Amazon
7. Movies! Have someone pop you some popcorn, curl up with your favorite blanket, and watch movies! Watch some that you never thought you'd watch normally. Or even get into a show series! That REALLY helps to pass the time! My faves are Scandal or Ray Donovan


The whole point of this is to do things that you wouldn't normally do due to limited time or work. Things you always think 'man if only I had the time to do that'. I know there are only 7 ideas listed, but hopefully that will help some of you or give you inspiration to come up with other ideas. If anyone reading this is on bed rest, I wish you the best from the bottom of my heart! They say time heals all wounds! ;)

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

10 Favorites after 10 Months

I literally cannot get over that my Crue man is 10 months already! Since his birth, I've definitely realized the stuff that is "important" to have around and the stuff that was probably a stupid purchase (but those stupid purchases got a good 10 months use!). 
I have retired the wipes warmer - He literally rolls around like a gator when I try to change his diaper, so trying to get over to the "wipe warmer" on his dresser before he gator-rolls is next to impossible! 
I got rid of the Dr. Brown's bottles, because for me, they leaked every time!!! It drove me crazy...Even after buying new ones, they leaked; they didn't seem to do this at first - or maybe I didn't care to pay attention.

I still recommend the wipe warmer for a new born and little baby (not for the 9 month old gator-baby), the Dr. Brown's bottles still saved Crue (and myself) from colic - that and the different formula - so I still recommend those for newborns! And of course all the other baby stuff I wrote about in the "3 month old faves" blog. 

My favorites nowadays are a tad different and some are the same ...




1. Still love the Nuk pacifier - Crue doesn't always "need" his bink, but when he needs it, he needs it!
2. Nuk bottles - they're the cutest! When trying to find something that Crue would like after getting annoyed with Dr. Brown's, I thought why not something just like his bink! I also like that the tops can work on their sippy cups when we're ready for them...
3. Still crazy for the Medela steam bags! - self explanatory 
4. Gerber Soothe formula - I'm too scared to change up the formula on him at this point...I thought about it after seeing cheaper ones out there. This one got him over colic (I still believe this) and it's been good for him ever since...not changing! Only 2 more months until regular milk anyways...
5. Orajel naturals - Lots of mommies were telling me about organic things for teething, tried them, and they didn't work like good 'ol orajel does!! .. & Crue is a baaaad teether :(
6. Baby juice!! - Crue loves this stuff! ... I dilute it (about half water half juice), but he loves it... any flavor they have!
7. MumMums - Crue has been nibbling on these since about 5 months. These are a lifesaver on those errand days or when I'm cooking etc...They're not that messy and easy for baby to eat. They dissolve quickly and are easy to hold on to. I just break them in half and give Crue halves at a time...I'm a "scared of my baby choking on everything" mommy .. guilty! (when he was smaller, I would break off little pieces and feed those to him)
8. Earth's Best babyfood - I LOVE that I can look at the ingredients and see EXACTLY what's on the label!...for instance, if the baby food says it's "banana mango", the ingredients say "organic banana, organic mango, water"...perfect! He loves every flavor mix too...
9. Gerber Puffs - another goodie for Crue now that he's a bit older... 
10. Britax Boulevard 70 carseat - We switched his carseat out a bit ago because of his size, and I really love this one! It's like a big baby recliner and has the safety bells and whistles. This one actually is from birth and up, so I will use it for the next baby as well...really get my money's worth ;) 
 

Well those are my faves so far! I'm sure I'll come up with new ones by 12 months ... I'm interested in hearing about other mommy faves out there!  
 
Mommy & Crue nearing 10 months! - Working in the yard




What to take to the hospital!?

I wanted to write about this before I even had my baby boy and discuss what I packed for the hospital, however, I decided to wait until after Crue was born that way I would really know what I needed and didn't need (obviously). I read all sorts of blogs, pins on Pinterest, etc on "what to pack for you and baby" and kind of took information from all of it and packed my own way. Basically, I packed a bag for myself, my husband, and a diaper bag for Crue (this part was SO FUN). Of course, I over-packed given that I was SO excited, however, MOST of it I actually used! **By the way, if you find yourself packing and re-packing the diaper bag, don't fear, this is normal...right?**


Mommy's bag
-2 pairs of yoga pants (a must!) with a few nursing tanks (I really only stayed in 2)
-robe --I wore this a lot as I had to stay a little longer at the hospital then expected.
-undies (granny panties ladies!)
-toiletries (the necessities) --- Bring chapstick! The hospital air is very dry
-slippers (I really only ended up wearing socks or my cushy yellowbox flip flops) & my chucks (wore these home)
-an outfit for going home. I basically pieced together a cute lounge outfit and I'm so glad for that (remember pictures!)
-phone charger
-birth plan (I had a pretty run-of-the-mill plan so I didn't even pass these out to the nurses)
-normal pads! ... No joke, the hospital ones are HUGE and you really only use them for the first day or so
-Boobie pads (if you're breastfeeding) / nipple cream
-a book or something you that entertains you (I just play on my phone)
-a couple nights worth of pj's
-Belly Bandit and never even wore it. I had complications with my epidural, so anything pushing on my back was no dice! But don't forget yours if you're into wearing one after baby!
-A list of questions to ask nurses and your lactation consultant 

My husbands bag
-phone charger
-ipad
-money for the cafeteria / drink machine
-change of clothes
-toiletries 
-books / magazines
-a list of all the important names to call
-all the necessary paperwork for the hospital




For baby    *Now this was FUN*
....I just LOVE his diaper bag...Thanks Jules! <3
-several sized outfits-- I took NB size and then 0-3 month size clothes and I'm glad I did! He ended up being 9.6 lbs and the monster didn't even fit in any of the NB stuff I bought for him! My Dr. was way off. The hospital will dress him in white onesies, but I wanted him to have his own clothes.
-diapers and wipes --the hospital has tons though ... I don't even think I used mine but it doesn't hurt to have
-baby brush
-going home outfit --have a backup..again, for the sizing issue. Make sure it's weather applicable!- I live in Texas and it is HOT in June...He wore a little terry cloth romper, hat, and socks and was swaddled in a light weight blanket and he was plenty warm for th
e short ride back home. 
-I bought Crue a little bear when I first found out about him so I packed that
-blankies!
-hats, mittens (Crue hated his), socks
-I wish I had taken a large file folder with us that fastened shut...You get TONS of paperwork for you and baby!
-a baby file for his nails. They're so soft when they're born that they're hard to clip just in case they're long.
-a couple different types of pacifiers. They give you the avent ones that don't have the little handle (they gave us tons!) but Crue didn't like these. He was a fan of the 'nuk'...still is.
-take your breast pump just in case, or have it ready for someone to get from your house. Crue latched on so I didn't need my husband to get mine, but I realized it was a possibility if he didn't latch. 
-baby lotion and soap-- the hospital bathes him but again, I felt the need for Crue to have his own stuff just in case (These are some of the "extras" that I didn't need but liked having)
-of course his car seat! The nurse that wheels you out will make sure it's fastened in the vehicle before you leave.


If we're blessed to have another child, I would pack these bags the exact same way. Something about having all the extras made me feel more comfy..But everyone is different!  






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Friday, April 11, 2014

"HugsandKissesXO" Baby Books

When searching for a baby book, I realized how picky I really am! There are lots out there, but I wasn't up for having one with zoo animals all over it, or any other "cheesy" art all over - plus!, lots of them had binding that was super "cheap", and once you add all the mementos and what not, the book's binding seems to fall apart on a lot of them... anyways, I got my self on Pinterest and started searching away! 

I came across several pins of this certain baby book, but had different covers on it... found one with a sail boat and I fell in love! The pins led me to their website hereand I fell even more in love with the art work inside! The owner, Becky, hand makes each one and all the art work is done by her! They're so cute!! I wanted to look around other websites to see if I could see pictures of the other pages and the size of it (because some pins made it look tiny, but it really isn't at all) and I came across a YouTube video of them! here 
On her webpage I noticed that she has an Etsy shop, so to do a little more digging, I checked it out (That's where I purchased it from) here 
There are so many cute covers to choose from! ladybugs, firetrucks, prince crown, you name it! The details are exceptional as well...Tiny little Swarovski crystals adorn numerous pages in the cutest places! There's a sweet little poem inside that she wrote as well! She can even add your child's name to the front! (I added Crue's in the little flag) The baby book goes up to 5 years, and there are pages for each of the birthdays as well. I cannot wait to get this all put together. I have a planner FULL of notes and "firsts" that I had to transfer into this adorable book, but it was well worth the wait...I'm so glad I found this!

I just love everything about these detailed, personal baby books! I didn't take photos of each page, because I've already filled them up...but check out her sites and the video. Hopefully you'll love yours just as much as I love mine! Well worth the price!!!




 
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Thursday, April 10, 2014

Hypothyroidism: Take 2

I have been getting TONS of feedback from my Hypothyroidism post! Thank you, everyone, for your messages and questions! I have been asked quite a few times about an update on it all and after seeking out an endocrinologist, having new blood work drawn, and having an ultra sound of my thyroid I have new results!- my thyroid is now back to normal! - going from a tsh level of 8.9 now down to 3.45 (normal range is .45-4.50) (of course tons of other levels were checked but I won't list everything). 

I had an ultra sound done and she said my thyroid looked abnormal and there was blood flow going through it which shouldn't be there (signs of either Graves' disease or Hashimoto's), however, now that the blood work is back it clearly shows that everything is okay...maybe I just have a weird thyroid gland?...There will be more questions asked for sure! I have low B12 and Vitamin D levels, so I just need to up the vitamin intake. My doctor is keeping me on the dosage that I was originally prescribed and I go back in 2 months for a follow up.

I thought the doctor was crazy when she said that my continuous "feeling bad" was just my body regulating itself back to "normal" ranges...it was awful, however now I'm feeling A LOT better! I still have rough days, but it's better than it being like that everyday! - The anxiety has subsided considerably, the crashing, the feeling "off", the disconnect feeling, the "speed" feeling, etc. they have all subsided! 

If you are currently in the process of starting your meds, just hang in there!!... It will get better! If it doesn't, the thyroid levels will let doctor know at your next visit.

Keep the feedback coming! It's interesting to hear everyone's take on this and stories!

Happy Thyroid! 

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Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Baby Photo Journal

I have been wanting to start a photo journal from the day my son was born, but things were crazy and it never happened :( however!, I just finished putting together the beginning of his baby book, so now I can start this!!! (I know, 9 months late, but I'm a full time working mother so I'm forgiven)


I picked up these two journals at TJ Maxx, one for $3.99 and one for $4.99! How do you beat that?! And look how cute they are!! The pages are even sweeter! -- I plan on writing in his journal each time we do something worth noting ... And top it off with a photo. (Everything is worth noting right?!  ... Let's hope I don't fill these two up too fast!)  

I'm so excited to get this started!! Do things that your baby can read / see later in his or her life!!! I wish I had something like this to read from my parents! -- everything I wish I had to look at from my childhood, I create for my son. 


Motherhood is such a fun blessing  

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Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Hypothyroidism


Maybe this blog will turn into talking about THIS as well!...no one else seems to...  

 I had my son in June of 2013. It was a difficult delivery; anesthesiologist nipped my epi sack causing me to have spinal headaches and my son was 9.6lbs (I’m sure you can imagine the pain…). There was a lot of family drama going on at the time as well, which caused a lot of my joy to be taken from me. Becoming a new mother was amazing, yet trying. My son had colic and the hours of endless screaming was a lot to handle. I started back to work full time after 8 weeks of maternity leave and I hated to leave my son, however, he stayed and continues to stay with my mother; what a blessing! The reason I mention all of this is because these issues I dealt with were the same issues I explained to my doctor when I started going to see her when my son was about 7 months old.

I was feeling bad, up and down, full of anxiety, sickly, and just “off” and out of whack. When you go to your doctor as a new mom and explain these symptoms, she either A. looks at you like you’re crazy or B. smiles and says “You’re a new mom. You are tired and all the life changes are causing anxiety.” … Well, I received both types of responses. During the first appointment, a physical, I was prescribed Xanax which I never filled, because she was sure I was just dealing with postpartum anxiety. After getting my blood work back, she found my white blood cell count was low and needed to re-test after about 6 weeks. During that time I still had all the same symptoms as before but they were intensifying; the anxiety attacks were becoming a daily strife. After going back to the doctor, having my blood tested again, explaining my symptoms again, she still found that my white blood count was low and I was again prescribed Xanax for my “anxiety”. Upon going home, I was so angry. I kept thinking, I do not have anxiety issues, I’m a sane person, I just feel “off” and there is something going on! The anger surmounted in the coming weeks and I decided to make another appointment. When doing so, I told my mom everything, which included the fact that I thought I was going crazy because the doctor was finding nothing wrong with me (the low white count is just "me") and I knew something was wrong. She then said she would bet money on the fact that I’m hypothyroid because of all the “off” ways I was feeling, the up and down, the anxiety, the feeling like I was confused and disconnected (yeah, that came on too by this point). And why would that be so farfetched? My mom is hypothyroid, granny is hypothyroid, her family is too and my aunt is hyperthyroid (you can research the differences- ultimately your body is not working as it should either way). Hello! 
So on the NEXT visit to my doctor I reminded her of this family history. She looked at me as if a light bulb went off in her head! She then ordered a more extensive blood test, however she did say it should have shown up on my previous testing. Meanwhile, she sent me for a CT scan of my chest because I was dealing with chest pains and dizziness (I also was told I should see a cardiologist for the dizziness and chest pains I was experiencing -  he found nothing). After the CT scan was over, the blood tests came back and low and behold my thyroid was as 8.0! The normal level is between .04-4.00. Hallelujah! I was literally in tears because I felt like I finally had an answer!!! I wasn’t crazy, I wasn’t going to need to be on crazy pills (although I’m not against them), I wasn’t going to be needing to be locked in a room!! I was going to be okay! Turns out that I might have been suffering for a long time, however the pregnancy of my son triggered it to go haywire. That was all just the beginning…

I was prescribed 50mcg of Synthroid, lowest is 25mcg. After about a month of taking it, my symptoms seemed to get worse on some days and other days I would feel like my normal self again. I called my doctors nurse to explain what I was dealing with; the worst of all the symptoms is the feeling of being “disconnected” from your own body. - This freaks me out the most! When researching, you will see the term “brain fog” and I wish they would call it something more severe like “brain gone crazy” or “total disconnection from your own brain”. The only way I can describe it is feeling like your brain is floating in your head, not connected to your spine, all the while your thoughts are stuck on stupid and you’re totally confused. When this happens my speech becomes slurred, it’s hard to type, write, or even think in one complete sentence! As this happens, it’s only natural that my anxiety goes through the roof; thoughts happen like “do I have a tumor?” “Will this last forever?” “Why can’t I think, is this stroke?” “If this happens permanently, how will I care for my son?” etc etc. It is debilitating! – The nurses explanation to my prolonged, worse symptoms was that my Synthroid had not fully begun to work since my thyroid level was so high; that it would take about 10 weeks given the fact that my  body had acclimated itself to working with a thyroid that was so high – my body is in the process of re-wiring itself so-to-speak. Holy Cow.

So here I am, in my 6th week of battling this disease. I am still feeling the disconnect happening, waves of feeling like I’m extremely ill (much like the flu), nights where I’m speeding out of my mind (like my legs can’t stop moving and my heart is racing), anxiety (because the crazy symptoms make your mind wonder if something else is wrong with you), and just over all up and down and “off” / out of whack, and dizzy here and there. I made an appointment with my mother’s endocrinologist to ask tons of questions, take more blood work, and see if I’m taking the right dosage of Synthroid. I am just ready to feel normal again!

I am writing all of this because I feel like this is a disease that goes undetected (doctors just want to instantly say "anxiety") and not talked about. For instance, when you Google hypothyroidism or hyperthyroidism you will read tons of articles explaining the disease (your thyroid pretty much controls your entire body!), but there are very few out there that talk about someone having it in real-life; their symptoms. However, the couple of things I did read that were written by an actual person that has the disease, stated a lot of the same things I’m explaining. The most important thing that I read was that a lot of doctors tell their patients that they are “depressed” or are having “anxiety” and therefore prescribe anti-depressants. New mommies out there could have had this triggered by their pregnancy, yet they are being told they are just dealing with postpartum depression or anxiety. The disease is going unnoticed! I cannot imagine how I would be right now if I was taking anti-depressants and masking what was really going on. What’s even more terrifying is reading that if left undetected, hypothyroidism can lead to heart attacks in women! I am so glad I spoke up to my doctor and I’m so glad I kept going to my doctor; no matter how crazy she thought I was! (Rambling here .. sorry blame the thyroid ha!)

If you are not feeling “right” it’s probably because you aren’t! Pressure your doctors to do tests on you and not just tell you that you’re depressed or having anxiety, ask questions, research, and learn your family history of different diseases. This body is the only body I have and it’s needed to be a mother, wife, daughter, and friend to many. I look forward to the coming weeks, getting more answers, and feeling normal again! I will keep this post going, maybe I will help other women out there who are feeling “not right” and are hoping for answers or who are dealing with the disease as well. Happy Thyroid!

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